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Roaming ’round your house
Wasting your time
No obligation just
Wasting your time
So why are you alone ?
Wasting your time
When you could be with me
Wasting your time

I’m a waste like you
With nothing else to do
May I waste your time too?

- Green Day, "Sassafras Roots"

It's sort of a strange day. Dunno exactly what to say about it... I'm not... lonely... so much, there's just this weird feeling that I could be doing something else that I'm not. Like some different way in which I could be being social. Perhaps leaving the apartment or the campus would help.

You know, it's not that there aren't any young ladies around (there are a few) it's that we're socially inept. Every so often, I'll posit to the roommates, half in jest, "you know what we should do tonight? Go pick up chicks!"

... except... where?

Today (after combinatorics and before AI, which is a Long-Ass Break) I hung around and wrote a program that I'd been meaning to write for years... a million years ago, I was trying to do a JUMBLE in the newspaper, and I just could not wrap my mind around "lawsur", which comes out to be "walrus". I thought to myself, in that highschool-minded sort of way that I thought, "Well, I'll just write a program to generate all the possible orderings!" Eventually, I did something that sort of bogo-reordered and then vgrepped on that, but that was Ugly.

It's not an obvious algorithm to come up with, generating all the permutations of a string. But I got one that asserts an order and then lets you calculate (with a n recursive calls for an n-letter word) the ith permutation, which is pleasing. And I coded that this afternoon :)

Tonight, I'm going to make it read /usr/share/dict/words, stick that in a big hash table, and then programmatically solve JUMBLE puzzles :)

... which is a really studly sort of thing to do, and obviously all the honeys (and perhaps the shorties as well) will come flocking.

Eh. Lo que sea.

Date: 2004-01-13 10:20 am (UTC)
ext_110843: (Default)
From: [identity profile] oniugnip.livejournal.com
*shrugs* Don't nobody know.

That's the problem, in fact. But I think it's not terribly unusual to get disconcerted and feel alone every so often.

Sometimes, there's just an urge to be social. I'd been in the room for way too long at that point -- and there's a distinction between "want to meet shorties" and "want to be seriously involved with somebody for a Long Time", which I think is a fairly important one to make.

Date: 2004-01-13 11:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] child-herald.livejournal.com
It just sometimes seems like you have the "grass is greener on the other side" mentality.

Date: 2004-01-13 11:55 am (UTC)
ext_110843: (toasters)
From: [identity profile] oniugnip.livejournal.com
Peace is every step, yo. If Right Now isn't enjoyable, then the sum of all the Right Nows over a lifetime is going to suck.

But we're all human, ya know?

Mostly, I'm just an edgy, angsty post-teen. :*)

Date: 2004-01-13 12:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] child-herald.livejournal.com
*blink*

Shouldn't you be in class or something? ^_^

Date: 2004-01-13 01:48 pm (UTC)
ext_110843: (majestic)
From: [identity profile] oniugnip.livejournal.com
Alls I had today was physics at noon, and then more physics at 3, and I went to both... so I think I'm set :)

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